Singing

I really really love singing
I really do
I know I sing ok but I don't think I can touch people's heart
though some very kind friends said that my singing is very good
thank you for your kindness guys, i really appreciate it =')
once again, I lost my confidence, I just can't do it
I was suppose be singing with my friend in a group for a performance
but my partner, she is very good, when I listen to her singing
my heart and mind tells me, Angela, what are you doing?
You're ruining the song
and of course, it's like a gut feeling I am troubling them
so why be the girl that annoys than being a one who knows how to step down for the bigger picture?
I know I shouldn't be thinking like this, but what can I do when a girl does not have the confidence?
and I can't.... do anything about it, I don't know how..
and of course, people says you should just enjoy it!
Don't think too much!!!
yes! of course! undeniable, but I will not lie
I wanna sing good!
I wanna impress people and let them feel that woaw, damn this girl is really really good!
owh well, I guess this will only be in my dreams...
and I sometimes hate myself for being paranoid and thinking too much
it's so freaking fucking annoying!!

but just give me some time and I will be fine  =)
my smile is always there to give the ones in need

music is still my life though