wow!

hey guys!! it's been 3 months! my gosh! sorry for not updating~
hrmm, can't consider that i'm busy.. but maybe lacking of time? 
yup! but of course! all of you'll know my form 6 life has started! 
it's been a bumpy road so far? =.=
how to put it this way.. most of my time is used up in tons of tuition hours? 
and yes... CRAZY OVER BIG BANG!!!!!! >_<
just love them!!!! =D 
here they are!! just some picture!
PS- just in case you don't know them.. XDDD

 the member i love the most is T.O.P!! the other 3 fo=D why if you ask...

hrmm.. i don't know? he's cute in all ways???? =D look at the other 3 pictures!!! 

and he was chubby before he debuted!!! 

so maybe he just inspires me??? =D

crazy over them not a good thing for my future results!! 
but!! adding marks to my life entertainment-meter! =3=
anyways!! peeps from matrix has come back~~ so looking forward to hang out with them! =D
today is Sunday already! and midnight 1.45am O_O
yeah... weird thing is i always get my inspirations during midnight! 
dang....the heck with that.. =___=
SORRY FOR THE RANDOM UPDATES!! >___<
suddenly felt like making a video log is easier than typing out words... 
it could be more interesting?? =D
signing off for now! time to hit the hay!! =D

BYE PEEPS!! ^_^

hey peeps! =)

three days ago... i heard a devastating news..

as everyone knows..one of our HECO members had passed away..

She was a junior of mine...

i am not gonna pretend i know her very well, 'cause i know, i don't know her at all.. 

just a junior i know named Wenlin.. with very long legs~ which is way taller than me.. ><

but once you are my junior.. you are always like my little sisters or brothers.. or even take as my own child.. =)  (eventhough it sounds like i accept the fake of getting old for being an adult) =.=

guys.. it's just a moment of time to wash away the sad, the pain and the  sorrow in our heart...

don't cry anymore no matter what.. 

from what i believe. ( you may feel silly =3=)

don't shed a tear is the best last wish you can do for her...

'cause i do believe... crying will just make it more difficult for the them to leave us to start a new born life~

so.. don't cry anymore, when you miss her.. or viewing the pictures of you and her..

as everyone will say the same things~ those who leaves us don't want us to cry...

they just want us to smile in face, also happy in the heart mind and soul.. forever~ =)
this i strongly agree~ and i believe it! 

so!

                                                                           振作！！！

                                                          smile for the ones you adore! =)

omg! orientation day!

HEY PEEPS! XD
so first post in May~
hrmm... have to tell you guys i just went to the orientation for my school form 6
wow.. now only i knew, my school do offer the subjects that i never knew they have..
for example..

THE MOST COMMON ONE..
science stream student compulsory have to take
~ MUET
~Pengajian AM
~Math - T 
~Chemy
~ Phy / Bio


Something new i only found out today...


Art stream i forgotten about the compulsory one..
but except for the other 3 subjects.. and MUET
there are various of choices they offer..

~Chinese
~Malay
~Accounts
~Something about Business.. i don't know what it suppose to be called in english.. @_@
~Arts
~ Math-M( something included managing thingy eh math) LOL!


hrmm kinda interesting... =D
but this is just a very simple ideal of form 6 subjects offered in Heng Ee only la..PAISEH! ><

the whole orientation really makes me pumped up, somehow i do have that motivation to make THE real difference in my life.. hope this motivation will last long la.. =3=. but after this orientation day.. two words will fit me perfectly! "I'M SCREWED!" =_=
my form 6 life is about to start.. so won't be showing you guys a picture of me having short hair 1st! coz i haven't cut! XD

and at last to some very special friend..


hey! i just wish i hope you know that i am still here! even though i am not one of your bestfriends or whatsoever la... but if i don't wanna give up on you! you don't give up on me k? i got your back, you got my back ok? i won't leave you alone ok? this is a promise i have made to myself!! like you said! 
let's fight for our own future! =) jia you! =D

ps.. somehow i really love this picture very much! XD

another special friend..


wei ah! aiyor! jia you la yu! >< together jia you!!! jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  same class with you leh! hahahahaahah =D happy calss mates la! =D

and last one.. YOU! you are my dear junior once i taught before~ i'm not very close to you.. but as ex senior of you.. i'm sure you can hear and felt everyone's prayer~ =) jia you ah! i will also pray for you!  

*eventhough i felt a lot of people like to post on facebook and to show whatever they are la or attention seekers for scoring LIKES LA* == P

the one who inspired me~

Hey peeps! Wow.. it’s been two weeks since I last updated my blog, and damn… I’m sure every blog users will have the same feeling for sometimes~ for example…you wanted to blog about something, you have the oum, you have the feeling to just express what you felt..  end up laziness takes over and~ there it goes.. didn’t update our own blog once again.. =.=.. how great does that feels =_=…

LOL! So here I am~ =) wait.. let me mumble about something for a while… DAMN STUPID MODEM OR STREAMYX WHICH HAVE PROBLEM ALL THE TIME <- this is why I can’t go online for almost 3 days or more = =

SO~ during my hibernation of not going online~ TV is my best friend~ =D.. I was inspired by a tv show on National Geographic called * The Dog Whisperer* =)..  I regretted so much of just skip this tv show all the time when I say this title appear on the tv… T.T… now I’m watching season 5.. The dog whisperer dude is named Cesar Millan~

                                               so here is he and his best partner! big Daddy! =D

this dude!Ok! I respect him a lot coz this man~ has helped lots of owners themselves and their pets as well... there are lots of time owners thought their pet dogs are crazy!! Bad!! Untamed! Etc feelings how owner feels when their pets are going wild.. from this TV show. I learned that there are a lot of times which WE, owners who are the one to blame… we owners gave our pet the wrong energy…. Hrmm.. wait~ in another way.. we owners don’t know how to control our pets.. so we just have to learn.. you can check it out that this link if you are interested! XD  http://www.cesarsway.com/

 Dogs… people always say they are men’s best friend. No doubt about it.. dogs are always the reflections of their own owners feels, and once you treat them nicely. Be true to them for just once, they will always be loyal and true to you.. forever until their dying day.. dogs are smart! They have pure hearted as well....as what Cesar Millan says DOGS don’t hate peoples… they never will have this feeling! When they bite,  they are just having a feeling of insecurity.. like everyone does.. when you feel insecurity, you felt like running away and stuffs.. dogs are the same… i had a dog once! but now is kinda forbidden in my house... so! when i grew up and have a house of my own! i will have a dog!No matter what! =P

before i end this post.. i have a message to my friend..


To Friend,

        HEY! yesterday you asked me whether i am ok a not and you got shocked coz you felt i was not ok through the messages, i told you message is nothing and stuffs.. so to explain fully to you now.. i am not exactly ok or exactly not ok.. let put it this way.. i don't know what to think or what to feel... i felt nothing inside... that's all.. when i laughed and smiled recently.. i can't feel the happiness i should have, when i cried and scream, i don't feel the sadness i should have... i just don't know what to feel right now.. but thanks for your care! =) no worries! =)

what should you do when you don't know what to feel at all? =(

outing! =D

hey peeps! as a promise to two of my dear friends! it's time to finish my homework of the day as i already delayed it since yesterday! =3=
paiseh!!! yesterday was seriously a VERY lazy day.. didn't even finish a single chore too...Zzzz

ok! so~ went out with Mr Chan Zhou Hai~ and dear Ms Chn'g XN!
i have to admit.. i had tons of fun going out with them!! ^^
you know why????? 
we already started screaming like maniacs in the car just to find a parking space inside Queensbay Mall!!! MY GOSH!!!! EPIC!!!! >_<

picture time!! =D

all these! is treated by our beloved XN! hahahaha! 

XN belanja us leh! so gam dong! XD

XN~ zhen de rang ni po fei la~ >.<

guys~ serious! the teas at winter warmers are really nice~

especially Rose buds, and Jasmine paradise... it's very calming and nice~ =)

hehe!! played with XN's android thingy and snap a picture of myself! XD

just for fun purpose...=.=

but i like this picture~ heheheheh.... ps...=3=

then! we are so lucky to meet tiok thiam tatt out side the cinema!! hahahah! our tatt tatt zai! =) 

so so so so lucky to see him! he was running towards us when he saw us! 

hahaha! so gam dong!!!! T.T

then chatted a bit again at the food court~ =)

chit chatted for a few hours over there~~ and finally went to watch a movie~ nah! this one! =)

*Wrath of the Titans~ =)*

i have to say.... this movie... from the starting to the ending...

everything is straight to the point and kinda confusing for me...

then only i found out from my sister saying it's a continue of *Clash of the Titans*

arghhh.. i see i see..  =_=... Zh Xn~ very sorry to drag you guys to see such shows.. 

scared you two for some of the scenes...><

hahahah! later that! all of us went to eat at the Bayan Baru market! 

heh =) memories..... T.T

eating tom yam! =) 

and for the 1st time of all... it's torturing to eat tom yam!!

NO IDEA WHY IS IT SO SO SO SO SO SO SPICY THAT DAY! =3=

you can look at the pictures! ><

but! aiyor!! still love to eat it... arghhh so mao dun! =2=

ehehehehe! Xn very cute ah in these photos! 

hahahahaha! but is very torturing.. too spicy.... ><

muahahahah! next up is our MR CHAN! =D AKA~ being a nursery teacher for the past few months! =)

his patient level is of the board!!! very very very geng and a nice teacher! ;)

what i think la! XD

while eating.. he is not suffering at all ==

how?? how those he do that????!! =.=

and me! arghh! i am actually sweating when i finished! 

omg??? ><

hahaha! =.=

5 cups of water for 3 person within an hour! ah! 

can you see how red the soup is?? my gosh!! hahahahahaa!

hehe! ZH! look at you face! XDDD

yay! finally a photo of 3 of us!!! ^_^

i really had fun with you guys!! =)

honestly.. chatting with you guys is a kind of distress.. somehow we will have a good laugh almost about everything.. and you guys love to tease me in something... BADZ ah you two! >< hahahaahaha...

guys... i know some actions you guys made is for me to feel happy about that particular person.. but there is no need to actually =) but no matter what la! love you guys! =)

i am not lying about this! hahaha.. every single word is true =)

hahaha! ok la! the end! =)

surprise me!

hey peeps~ just wanna intro some amazing songs =D

before playing the songs! remember to close the music player at the bottom part of my blog before you felt annoyed!!! XDD

trust me cause i tried it before! =3=

one of it is this! *Lea Michele from GLEE cast - Get it right *

i always wanted to intro this song to you guys..but i keep on forgetting!! ish!!! 

love it coz it really describes really well how all of us will feel when we done the something wrong and how bad we wanted to fix it.. DO LISTEN TO IT... ><

and yes! MUAHAHAH!!! I LOVE GLEE!!! =D 

and proud of it! XD

and this!! * Fly by Nicki Minaj and I believe I Can Fly Maher Zain*

totally amazing MASH UP by the GLEE cast

the music it's like in my head for sometimes... can't shake it away!! ><

and!! *As Long As You Are There by Charice Pempengco*

As a co-star of GLEE season 2~ Sunshine Carazon was her name! XD

AMAZING SINGER! SHE is just 2 years older than me!! little size young woman with a hell of a great big strong voice!! argghhh! i bow down to dee~ =3=

LOL! that's all for now peeps! until then! =D 

bye~ 

life~

hey peeps! today is Friday~ suddenly thinking of times during school life
when it comes to Friday, the heart within somehow will smirk a bit
hahaha~ i miss school life...
better than now being rotten at home and doing chores just to let time pass =3=

ah! yesterday went chit chatting with my some of my best peeps~
XN, eric and Wei Khong~ ISH! that bitchy KII =_= always OK from the start then OOPS SORRY in the end =_=  we went the the library but end up those librarians looked the door up and close all the lights! WTH???!  =_=FINE! went to the food court of sunshine square and kept on eating and drinking.. omg.....
ATE TOO MUCH! >< then went to KFC sitting there and chat again. and yay!! i get to drink EACH A CUP and garlic bread again! ='D

hahahah i love this gathering, talk our hearts out and laugh our lungs out, not thinking much about all the frustrations that we are having, thinking a lot about our own future, it's like dreaming, a very joyful dream, hanging out with friends~ teasing each other and having a great laugh about it.. =') come to think about it~ after 10 years has past~ will we have such gathering again?? hearts having dreams inside and little secrets to tell among friends~ or will it become like we see in the movies, creepy as it seems, shows how realistic people is... i wish all these friends won't change into that Meany peoples.. ><

and guys~ i am going to form 6 after all~ =) 

sad case is! AH!!! i have to cut my hair...... T_T... but owh well! =) 

just have to enjoy one and a half year life as a secondary school student XD

STAY YOUNG!!! WOOHOO! XDD

since i have to be study form 6 for another 1 and a half more year~ i guess, i can only let this dream to continue on.... after all these.. i guess it will officially end... the time will seriously come, and all i can do is saying goodbye.... no matter what happens, i have to thank you.. for letting me felt like i'm dreaming for all the time.. no worries~ it's a very nice dream~ =) 

before i end this post!! there is a must for me to do!! 

INTRO!! all these amazing animation that i never get bored with! i can watch it lots of time d!!! >0<

AMAZING work from the author ~Hayao Miyazaki!!!! i SALUTE HIM!!! XDDDD

LOL! love this btw~~ XDDD

arghhh animation addiction~~~ ><

ok! the end! bye!! =D

genting trip =)

hey peeps!! me and some peeps went genting before receiving our result actually~ =)

insanity? yeah a bit~ LOL! but thanks to this trip~ i felt like the whole trip is like wonderful dream =3

owh well! let the pictures do the talking! =)

and yes.. all these pictures can be seen and found in my facebook =3= and my friend eh =D

*my memory is a bit blurish~ as i told you its like a dream >< so i am not really arrange according orders =3=* 

and this whole trip really makes me think back of the good old days as a CO member T.T

1st day~~ =)

ok! first time bought and book everything! =D CHEERS! but of course with lots of help by XN =D

muahahahahaah! if you guys are viewing my blog..these 3 ppl will kill me! XDD 

finally reached and! checking in!! =D we waited for more than 60++ numbers.. . the whole place is SO crowded!  O,o T.T

heh! memories in this game machine! =')

love the view~ =)

ok! this red star! really really useful for the whole trip!! thanks zhouhai!! ><

i really like this picture! everyone smiled =')

and yes! MONOPOLY ROCKS THAT NIGHT! =)

2nd day~ =)

boys! :p 

 

yay! girls! =D

two words describe it all! THANK YOU! ^_^

feel like a model feel when looking at this picture! LOL!

love this picture! =)

marry gold round! =D

ok! serious! this bear is bigger than me!! ><

love this pic! my room mates!! ^_^

muahahah!!! just snap this picture from the computer that they show us to buy the photos~ XDDD yay! =D

ok! ps! i can't stop laughing at this picture! =3=

you know what????

these pictures showed how short i am!!! =3=

 

finally! 5 of us! =)

very educated housekeeper! XD

ps.. this picture really wei nan ni men la! kept on playing euro express indoor to spend our time!! FOR!!!! 

lalalaaalal~~ 4D movie lo!! >< nah this two!! really nice d! =)

when waiting~ picture time of course!!! XDD

inside liao d! =D

after the movie~ 

ok.. i am quite enjoying until i'm singing! XDDD

last day~ =)

branch! =0

try to win a prize for a special friend~ ^_^

eric~~~ ^_^ but we failed =3=, sorry ah =(

last photo of the whole trip~ =)

this whole trip is not as perfect that we hope for.. cause missing someone =(..

but promise myself i won't talk about it! >

this trip is kinda special in away~ all these people.. i don't really know them very long, or even know each other deeply, HAHA! scary? yes a little~ but there is a special bond within =)

indescribable~ i can only say! thank you! thank you guys very much! =)

this maybe the first and the last as well~ all the best! ^-^

PS! ok i am quite pissed that there are SO many rides cannot be played!! =_=

bye~ =)