Saturday, August 22, 2009

wat did i do wrong?

after having d fight wif d person~
i didnt talk to her since,except about our duties n jobs~
i didnt even do or even think of anything afterthat~
but somehow one of my fren told me tat she heard other ppl said tat i did sumthing wrong actually~
she oso felt tat i was wrong also~
as she is telling me wat they said~
i was thinking on my mind~
did i really done wrong?
wat did i do?
i didnt even say or do anything after tat fight~
y r they saying tat i done wrong?
i was really confused~
my fren dont even wan to tell me wat is going on actually~
i oni noe tat they r saying me tat i m using my authority to force tat person in work~
n also really look down on tat person~
n i m not doing a really gud job on seperating between our jobs n our personal life~
they said tat~
i nvr thought of these kind of things b4~
m i oso didnt done tat during d fight~
mayb they r saying i m running away from her or sumthing~
yes~true~
n i hav to admit~
i did thinking of not giving her jobs to do~
coz~
i m running away from her~
i m afraid of her like a coward ~
i didnt noe wat to say~
coz i m afraid tat she will gone even madder~
or mayb even hate me more~
when i became d leader~
i was thinking~
ok~i hav to b really fair~
i cannot giv oni 1 person d jobs n let him or her overstress~
coz i noe tat i had tat kind of experiance before~
n i dont wish they will suffer like me~
i m really confused rite now~
i really wish they can juz tell e wat is going on~
n how cum said tat i had done wrong~
wish god can tell me~

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