trial and relaxation

i think the hottest topic for us form sixers are about trial
so i'll just follow the trend..
after trial i was able to allow myself to have 3 days of relaxation
today is Sunday! so! hung out with my sister and her boyfriend and friends for breakfast at the heritage site~
FINALLY!!! first time going even though i am a penangite @_@

it's been a long time since i last cycled a bicycle! and it's just pure awesomeness!!!
it brings back the memories of my primary school life
how me and my peeps used to hang out cycling around our home are...
eat and drink whatever we want and of course more and more happy memories! ^_^

despite the hot sun shinning upon us and dangerous vehicles passing by... everything is just very enjoying
went to "the twelve cup"! finally as well! XDD not bad! =)

you see there is a girl and boy with sunglasses and a cap~ 

yup! it's them! >_< my sister and her honey =3=

i got one thing more thing to show off 

LOOKY LOOKY!!! XDDD 

we were so lucky!!! we saw two of the biggest stars in hong kong!!!!

they were acting at our dear Penang heritage site!!!

PENANG RULES!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

the stars seriously are so damn good looking!!! 

and acting is not easy at all.. 

for the first time i see them live repeating the scene so many times to make things perfect 

ah! so geng!!! >____< 

trial.. hrmm.. what to say about it?

results... is it everything? having good grades... does that make you happy? 

yes.. for a short while.. no doubt about it.. 100 % satisfaction !! 

how about this.. sharing the real feeling and thoughts with your friends.. 

but just because a different kind of interpretation and an unexpected results 

the whole world thinks that you are a fake... how does it feel?

each and everyone of your extremely close friends or even your family members.. 

told you not to care about those ppl.. as long as you have them.. these short period friendships doesn't mean anything in the future...

you know what? this sentence, it really is a script of life, even i said it so many many times to many many ppl having similar situations... and again! easily said than done

i don't know... you have no idea how people struggle to think to share or not to share the thoughts

and this is what happens... wo zhen de... dui ren lei.. wo zhen de lei le... zhe shi jie.. yi jing zai ci de rang wo jue de.... ren ah... wo ning ke dui na yi xie gou he mao ye bu yao dui ni men!

do you think that i am happy with my good grades? NO!!! I AM NOT! 

i promised myself to never shed a tear to those worthless people or situations 

but you guys made me broke a promise to myself!!! I HATE YOU GUYS!!! I HATE YOU!!!!

from today onwards... don't blame me from being cold hearted!!! COZ I HAD ENOUGH!!!!

exam?

WHAT'S UP AGAIN!!! =D
omg... it's been almost a year since my last update.
have to be totally honest.. i have forgotten about my blog!!! >_<
thanks to a friend of mine whom accidentally read my blog and showing off that he saw my blog during class..
how... indescribable? trololol
hrmm.. April is certainly a hectic month!!
We form 6 people have to pass up our Pengajian Am projects!!
it sound like not a big deal~  but trial is around the corner which! ah.. yes.. stress!!
and with such a short notice.. we have to present our slide shows within 2 days of preparation!
ah!! EPIC! i guess it's nothing to some of you out there...
but i have to say! EXTREMELY satisfied with my slide show with 4 hours of work! ^_^
would really love to share!! 'cause i really am proud!!
*BUT DON'T GET ME WRONG*
i wasn't trying to show off =3=

hrmm.. ok! intro time! since last year.. i've addicted to BIG BANG!
still love them! but now i love to watch variety shows as well! =D
korean variety show! RUNNING MAN!!!

here they are!! WHEE~~ <3 nbsp="">

everytime! every episode! it's impossible to not make the viewers laugh!

these guys and a girl will make you feel so much better if you are down in the dumps...

*BUT* beware!! not to get addicted!!! 

I WARNED YOU!!!! 

i love all of them! can't really pick a bias...

hrmm...but if i have to pick.. i think Gary? the one at the right with choco jacket

unexpectedly, he's a rapper from a rapper group called LEESSANG 

he is so blur!!!! and do the unexpected so so many times!! have to admit he's not as funny as the others~

but!! very caring to his 'Monday girlfriend' which is the only girl in the picture!

i guess this is why i like him! =D

other than variety show~ MAD OVER A KOREAN DRAMA!!!

* that winter the wind blows* 

i'll make it short!

the girl is blind! 

a very romantic story!

very realistic unlike the dramas from Taiwan

*no offense*

the girl is pretty and the boy is HOT! the end.. XDD 

so~ can have a look if you wanna. XDD

back to the main topic... trial is actually next week! starting from Tuesday

i have to admit! i am being very lazy and slacky! which is very wrong and unforgivable...

haiz.. STPM is on 20th of May.

after receiving my results for 1st semester.. i guess i am lucky?
BIO B
CHEMY B-
PA C+
MATH C
i did manage to pass every subject, but not be able to ace any of them.
disappointed? yes, a little
Satisfied? yes, a bit as well, consider i am the lucky ones
worried... =(

fighting form sixers!! =))

wow!

hey guys!! it's been 3 months! my gosh! sorry for not updating~
hrmm, can't consider that i'm busy.. but maybe lacking of time? 
yup! but of course! all of you'll know my form 6 life has started! 
it's been a bumpy road so far? =.=
how to put it this way.. most of my time is used up in tons of tuition hours? 
and yes... CRAZY OVER BIG BANG!!!!!! >_<
just love them!!!! =D 
here they are!! just some picture!
PS- just in case you don't know them.. XDDD

 the member i love the most is T.O.P!! the other 3 fo=D why if you ask...

hrmm.. i don't know? he's cute in all ways???? =D look at the other 3 pictures!!! 

and he was chubby before he debuted!!! 

so maybe he just inspires me??? =D

crazy over them not a good thing for my future results!! 
but!! adding marks to my life entertainment-meter! =3=
anyways!! peeps from matrix has come back~~ so looking forward to hang out with them! =D
today is Sunday already! and midnight 1.45am O_O
yeah... weird thing is i always get my inspirations during midnight! 
dang....the heck with that.. =___=
SORRY FOR THE RANDOM UPDATES!! >___<
suddenly felt like making a video log is easier than typing out words... 
it could be more interesting?? =D
signing off for now! time to hit the hay!! =D

BYE PEEPS!! ^_^

hey peeps! =)

three days ago... i heard a devastating news..

as everyone knows..one of our HECO members had passed away..

She was a junior of mine...

i am not gonna pretend i know her very well, 'cause i know, i don't know her at all.. 

just a junior i know named Wenlin.. with very long legs~ which is way taller than me.. ><

but once you are my junior.. you are always like my little sisters or brothers.. or even take as my own child.. =)  (eventhough it sounds like i accept the fake of getting old for being an adult) =.=

guys.. it's just a moment of time to wash away the sad, the pain and the  sorrow in our heart...

don't cry anymore no matter what.. 

from what i believe. ( you may feel silly =3=)

don't shed a tear is the best last wish you can do for her...

'cause i do believe... crying will just make it more difficult for the them to leave us to start a new born life~

so.. don't cry anymore, when you miss her.. or viewing the pictures of you and her..

as everyone will say the same things~ those who leaves us don't want us to cry...

they just want us to smile in face, also happy in the heart mind and soul.. forever~ =)
this i strongly agree~ and i believe it! 

so!

                                                                           振作！！！

                                                          smile for the ones you adore! =)

omg! orientation day!

HEY PEEPS! XD
so first post in May~
hrmm... have to tell you guys i just went to the orientation for my school form 6
wow.. now only i knew, my school do offer the subjects that i never knew they have..
for example..

THE MOST COMMON ONE..
science stream student compulsory have to take
~ MUET
~Pengajian AM
~Math - T 
~Chemy
~ Phy / Bio


Something new i only found out today...


Art stream i forgotten about the compulsory one..
but except for the other 3 subjects.. and MUET
there are various of choices they offer..

~Chinese
~Malay
~Accounts
~Something about Business.. i don't know what it suppose to be called in english.. @_@
~Arts
~ Math-M( something included managing thingy eh math) LOL!


hrmm kinda interesting... =D
but this is just a very simple ideal of form 6 subjects offered in Heng Ee only la..PAISEH! ><

the whole orientation really makes me pumped up, somehow i do have that motivation to make THE real difference in my life.. hope this motivation will last long la.. =3=. but after this orientation day.. two words will fit me perfectly! "I'M SCREWED!" =_=
my form 6 life is about to start.. so won't be showing you guys a picture of me having short hair 1st! coz i haven't cut! XD

and at last to some very special friend..


hey! i just wish i hope you know that i am still here! even though i am not one of your bestfriends or whatsoever la... but if i don't wanna give up on you! you don't give up on me k? i got your back, you got my back ok? i won't leave you alone ok? this is a promise i have made to myself!! like you said! 
let's fight for our own future! =) jia you! =D

ps.. somehow i really love this picture very much! XD

another special friend..


wei ah! aiyor! jia you la yu! >< together jia you!!! jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  same class with you leh! hahahahaahah =D happy calss mates la! =D

and last one.. YOU! you are my dear junior once i taught before~ i'm not very close to you.. but as ex senior of you.. i'm sure you can hear and felt everyone's prayer~ =) jia you ah! i will also pray for you!  

*eventhough i felt a lot of people like to post on facebook and to show whatever they are la or attention seekers for scoring LIKES LA* == P

the one who inspired me~

Hey peeps! Wow.. it’s been two weeks since I last updated my blog, and damn… I’m sure every blog users will have the same feeling for sometimes~ for example…you wanted to blog about something, you have the oum, you have the feeling to just express what you felt..  end up laziness takes over and~ there it goes.. didn’t update our own blog once again.. =.=.. how great does that feels =_=…

LOL! So here I am~ =) wait.. let me mumble about something for a while… DAMN STUPID MODEM OR STREAMYX WHICH HAVE PROBLEM ALL THE TIME <- this is why I can’t go online for almost 3 days or more = =

SO~ during my hibernation of not going online~ TV is my best friend~ =D.. I was inspired by a tv show on National Geographic called * The Dog Whisperer* =)..  I regretted so much of just skip this tv show all the time when I say this title appear on the tv… T.T… now I’m watching season 5.. The dog whisperer dude is named Cesar Millan~

                                               so here is he and his best partner! big Daddy! =D

this dude!Ok! I respect him a lot coz this man~ has helped lots of owners themselves and their pets as well... there are lots of time owners thought their pet dogs are crazy!! Bad!! Untamed! Etc feelings how owner feels when their pets are going wild.. from this TV show. I learned that there are a lot of times which WE, owners who are the one to blame… we owners gave our pet the wrong energy…. Hrmm.. wait~ in another way.. we owners don’t know how to control our pets.. so we just have to learn.. you can check it out that this link if you are interested! XD  http://www.cesarsway.com/

 Dogs… people always say they are men’s best friend. No doubt about it.. dogs are always the reflections of their own owners feels, and once you treat them nicely. Be true to them for just once, they will always be loyal and true to you.. forever until their dying day.. dogs are smart! They have pure hearted as well....as what Cesar Millan says DOGS don’t hate peoples… they never will have this feeling! When they bite,  they are just having a feeling of insecurity.. like everyone does.. when you feel insecurity, you felt like running away and stuffs.. dogs are the same… i had a dog once! but now is kinda forbidden in my house... so! when i grew up and have a house of my own! i will have a dog!No matter what! =P

before i end this post.. i have a message to my friend..


To Friend,

        HEY! yesterday you asked me whether i am ok a not and you got shocked coz you felt i was not ok through the messages, i told you message is nothing and stuffs.. so to explain fully to you now.. i am not exactly ok or exactly not ok.. let put it this way.. i don't know what to think or what to feel... i felt nothing inside... that's all.. when i laughed and smiled recently.. i can't feel the happiness i should have, when i cried and scream, i don't feel the sadness i should have... i just don't know what to feel right now.. but thanks for your care! =) no worries! =)

what should you do when you don't know what to feel at all? =(

outing! =D

hey peeps! as a promise to two of my dear friends! it's time to finish my homework of the day as i already delayed it since yesterday! =3=
paiseh!!! yesterday was seriously a VERY lazy day.. didn't even finish a single chore too...Zzzz

ok! so~ went out with Mr Chan Zhou Hai~ and dear Ms Chn'g XN!
i have to admit.. i had tons of fun going out with them!! ^^
you know why????? 
we already started screaming like maniacs in the car just to find a parking space inside Queensbay Mall!!! MY GOSH!!!! EPIC!!!! >_<

picture time!! =D

all these! is treated by our beloved XN! hahahaha! 

XN belanja us leh! so gam dong! XD

XN~ zhen de rang ni po fei la~ >.<

guys~ serious! the teas at winter warmers are really nice~

especially Rose buds, and Jasmine paradise... it's very calming and nice~ =)

hehe!! played with XN's android thingy and snap a picture of myself! XD

just for fun purpose...=.=

but i like this picture~ heheheheh.... ps...=3=

then! we are so lucky to meet tiok thiam tatt out side the cinema!! hahahah! our tatt tatt zai! =) 

so so so so lucky to see him! he was running towards us when he saw us! 

hahaha! so gam dong!!!! T.T

then chatted a bit again at the food court~ =)

chit chatted for a few hours over there~~ and finally went to watch a movie~ nah! this one! =)

*Wrath of the Titans~ =)*

i have to say.... this movie... from the starting to the ending...

everything is straight to the point and kinda confusing for me...

then only i found out from my sister saying it's a continue of *Clash of the Titans*

arghhh.. i see i see..  =_=... Zh Xn~ very sorry to drag you guys to see such shows.. 

scared you two for some of the scenes...><

hahahah! later that! all of us went to eat at the Bayan Baru market! 

heh =) memories..... T.T

eating tom yam! =) 

and for the 1st time of all... it's torturing to eat tom yam!!

NO IDEA WHY IS IT SO SO SO SO SO SO SPICY THAT DAY! =3=

you can look at the pictures! ><

but! aiyor!! still love to eat it... arghhh so mao dun! =2=

ehehehehe! Xn very cute ah in these photos! 

hahahahaha! but is very torturing.. too spicy.... ><

muahahahah! next up is our MR CHAN! =D AKA~ being a nursery teacher for the past few months! =)

his patient level is of the board!!! very very very geng and a nice teacher! ;)

what i think la! XD

while eating.. he is not suffering at all ==

how?? how those he do that????!! =.=

and me! arghh! i am actually sweating when i finished! 

omg??? ><

hahaha! =.=

5 cups of water for 3 person within an hour! ah! 

can you see how red the soup is?? my gosh!! hahahahahaa!

hehe! ZH! look at you face! XDDD

yay! finally a photo of 3 of us!!! ^_^

i really had fun with you guys!! =)

honestly.. chatting with you guys is a kind of distress.. somehow we will have a good laugh almost about everything.. and you guys love to tease me in something... BADZ ah you two! >< hahahaahaha...

guys... i know some actions you guys made is for me to feel happy about that particular person.. but there is no need to actually =) but no matter what la! love you guys! =)

i am not lying about this! hahaha.. every single word is true =)

hahaha! ok la! the end! =)