Finally!

其实。。。

我已经想通了。。。

刚刚，在巴士。。

他坐在我的后面。。。

他一直拿水罐喷我。。。

我们整辆巴士的人都一起玩。。。

我真的觉得。。。。

我们都只能做好朋友。。。

我喜欢他的事。。

就在那时候忘了一干二净。。。

觉得。。做自己就好了。。

放得下。。。忘了。。。

哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。

突然写华语有一点怪怪的。。。

要我写华语就跟我讲吧！！

BUs tat full of SWT......

It was so funny....

U guys might think tat my bus is so..幼稚...

N yes i agree its so SWT.....

My bus is actually full of all my primary school...

So we noe each other for so long...

Its a habbit tat my frenzz...

They like to snatch our bag

Then...

Tie it up all together....

Me n 1 of my fren bags is there best target for them to get our bags..

the other 1 always sit inside...

N her bags is Zing bag..

So it wont get tied...

Then we all always get each others bag...

Then we will hav a Bag exchange..

Then the back of the bus they were like plying water...

then they accidently pour on me..

half of my body is wet..

So swt..

Why......

actually...

to say the truth....

i really hate u.....

sumtimes at...

i wanna to dissapered at the time tat i saw u..

bcoz i dont wan to see u.....

somehow...

i felt really stupid..

y do i like u?

bcoz ur handsome? ur charming?

i dont even talk to u much...

y do i still like u...

its a suffer 4 me....

tats the stupidies thing tat i ever done...

but this few days.....i asked my mom...

mom....do u noe xxx....

my mom told me...

"oh ya...." then she told me sumthing...

i was like...

come on....

is it possible impossible....

no way tat is gonna b true....

like...hello its tat possible...

u must think tat i m crazy......

if u do...

i cant do anything....

in the most of the girls heart.....

u r a prince to them...

but 4 me...

u r the most evil person i ever knew.....

i really hate u...

I really wish i can tell u the truth..

Sumtimes i really wish tat i can tell u the truth...

i really wanted to tell u sumthing tat i have kept so long...

sumtimes i can explode....

i wanna help u...

i use my whole heart to hlp u in anyway....

i m ur truwest fren...

but still .... u let me down....

forget it...

everytime u let me down...

how could u...

haizz.....

wanna telu the truh....

but still cant....

the last time wif them...

This time performens r the last time wif my seniors..

this is the last time..

they r going to leave us juz in almost two months..

really cant accept this truth...

they r the best seniors tat we can ever hav...

but still..

they will always in my heart...

coz we r a family..

n we always will b...

U guys r the best....

All alone....n lost...

This few days at Chinese orchestra.....

We r going to a competition tat is the whole Malaysia schools will challenge...

The pressure is hard...

but we r trying to b more relax...

N juz enjoy the music...

Sumtimes i felt tat my seniors juz left me behind ......alone....

I felt really sad...

the feeling is juz too weird...

I really afraid tat i m a outside stranger to them....

I m not jealous or anything...

I now juz felt so hard......

Wat should i do...

the oni thing tat i wish is tat...

They really noe wat i felt....

hope they understand...

I try so hard to b wif them for so long already....

i really felt lost....

wat should i do.....pls help me.....

So confused rite now....

I think i like him but its juz not possible....
He is a guy tat totally diffrent from me...
Can say it will b a fairytale if he likes me...
Juz kidding...
it wont happened anyway.....
AHhahaah...lol...
But i felt tat he sumtimes can really b cold blooded..
i dont noe...
I thought i had forget wat is like to luv...
N for so long tat i thought...
Tat fens n familly r juz the best...
Who need luv......
If i really like him...
i can still live happily even without him..
SWT....
Luv is juz a feeling ....
it doesnt really meant anything..
Sure sumtimes it can b sweet...
but in the same time it will breal into million pieces...
Or izit.....
I m so confused rite now......