Thursday, April 9, 2015
Singing
I really really love singing
I really do
I know I sing ok but I don't think I can touch people's heart
though some very kind friends said that my singing is very good
thank you for your kindness guys, i really appreciate it =')
once again, I lost my confidence, I just can't do it
I was suppose be singing with my friend in a group for a performance
but my partner, she is very good, when I listen to her singing
my heart and mind tells me, Angela, what are you doing?
You're ruining the song
and of course, it's like a gut feeling I am troubling them
so why be the girl that annoys than being a one who knows how to step down for the bigger picture?
I know I shouldn't be thinking like this, but what can I do when a girl does not have the confidence?
and I can't.... do anything about it, I don't know how..
and of course, people says you should just enjoy it!
Don't think too much!!!
yes! of course! undeniable, but I will not lie
I wanna sing good!
I wanna impress people and let them feel that woaw, damn this girl is really really good!
owh well, I guess this will only be in my dreams...
and I sometimes hate myself for being paranoid and thinking too much
it's so freaking fucking annoying!!
but just give me some time and I will be fine =)
my smile is always there to give the ones in need
music is still my life though
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
hey =)
waow, it's been two years since my last post
I wonder is there anyone gonna read this but myself
hahahaha
lot of stuffs have happened for the past 2 years
I can't believe that my last post was only till july 2013
and here I am, updating my blog in Taiwan, in my dorm
hahaha yeah, lots of pictures
getting all emotional uploading and rearranging these pictures
it was a great almost 2 years of memories
let's make more memories for the years to come
really love you guys to the fullest
thank you =')
with my English being rusty and all
these two years, waow again,
reading back some of my post going OMFG what the hell was I blogging with all the emoticons and being bubbly and all
can't stop laughing how carefree I was 2 years ago
new friends, new school, new environment
and of course new fats joined the Angela's body storage~
and here I am being an aunt already
just being emotional and all of how fast time passed
when will I update my blog again?
when will I reread the post I've blogged since I was 14
and now I am 21
studying veterinary medicine in NPUST
with my hair getting longer everyday ever since graduation
i guess let the picture do the talking of how was the life for the pass 2 years?
hahaha yeah, lots of pictures
getting all emotional uploading and rearranging these pictures
it was a great almost 2 years of memories
let's make more memories for the years to come
really love you guys to the fullest
thank you =')
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