All alone....n lost...

This few days at Chinese orchestra.....

We r going to a competition tat is the whole Malaysia schools will challenge...

The pressure is hard...

but we r trying to b more relax...

N juz enjoy the music...

Sumtimes i felt tat my seniors juz left me behind ......alone....

I felt really sad...

the feeling is juz too weird...

I really afraid tat i m a outside stranger to them....

I m not jealous or anything...

I now juz felt so hard......

Wat should i do...

the oni thing tat i wish is tat...

They really noe wat i felt....

hope they understand...

I try so hard to b wif them for so long already....

i really felt lost....

wat should i do.....pls help me.....

So confused rite now....

I think i like him but its juz not possible....
He is a guy tat totally diffrent from me...
Can say it will b a fairytale if he likes me...
Juz kidding...
it wont happened anyway.....
AHhahaah...lol...
But i felt tat he sumtimes can really b cold blooded..
i dont noe...
I thought i had forget wat is like to luv...
N for so long tat i thought...
Tat fens n familly r juz the best...
Who need luv......
If i really like him...
i can still live happily even without him..
SWT....
Luv is juz a feeling ....
it doesnt really meant anything..
Sure sumtimes it can b sweet...
but in the same time it will breal into million pieces...
Or izit.....
I m so confused rite now......

大便论（还蛮有道理的哦~~)

人生就像大便，一旦冲走了，就不会再回来。

人生就像大便，怎么拉都是那个模样，可是每次又不太一样。

人生就像大便，有时拉得很爽，有时却拉得五官纠结！

人生就像大便，你永远不知道，会拉出个什么东东。

人生就像大便，想要怎么结果，就要先怎么栽。

人生就像大便，随时随地，都可能突然想嗯嗯。

人生就像大便，往往努力了半天，却只迸出几个屁。

人生就像大便，就算点缀得再漂亮，其本质还是一样。

人生就像大便，只有自己默默的勇敢面对。

人生就像大便：有青才敢大声！

所以，就像大家常说的“你去吃大便啦！”其实，他的本义是：你要认真融入自己的生活。

Sadness........

How to say this....
Mayb i juz too nice to them gua...
Until my heart is broken.....
Tat day i was so sad until i dont wan to talk to anyone....
Discipline teacher is coming i oso dont care.......
At tat time the whole class already turn into a supermarket.....
I juz sitting at my place n rub of my tears...
Luckily no one knew accept for Jojo(joey)....She is a sweet gal....
But still my heart is to broken n i told her tat sry......I m really tired alrady sry...
My tears drop.....but wats the use....
I really wanted to cry...
I hav a question for u guys...
If 1 day i wil not smile...joke...or laugh wif u wat will u all do....i m guess i wasnt such a gud fren isnt it...

How can it b so cruel to my frenzz...

U all wan to now wat i m saying tat is so cruel....
I tell u tat is L-O-V-E ..... luv
This few week i saw a lot of my frenzz hav a broken heart....
N i meant really deep hurt...haizzz....
Or crazy about luv like "ai feng le" in chinese......
Or luv turn to hate....
aiyaiyaiyaiyai...
N juz now i oso got caught by a Lim la...
my socks only shorter than 0.5cm then only is 5 cm....
JUZ 0.5CM U NOE...
CRAZY FUCKING HENG EE!!!!!!!!
ok bac to the story...
I mean seriously how can luv b so cruel...
It doesnt mean i dont understand but....
I oso got b4 last time at primary la....
hhahahaha.......lol(XD)

I finally brave enough...

I m finally hav the courage to face xxx....
For so long i m afraid tat xxx didnt take me as a fren...
But finally i dare to ask xxx already...
hahahah....XD
kinda happy tat xxx say xxx take me as a fren since primary skool already la....
N i thought xxx hate me or sumthing....
Makes me worried n sad nia b4...
But nvm at least now i knew....hahah
LOL.....

1300882525 PIZZAHUT special delivery.....

HOORAY!Today i finally get to eat Pizzahut already hahaah....
I so long didnt eat already...
I think the last time i ate is 8 years old then didnt eat already...
My mom dont let us....
But luckily my eldest sis take me n my little sis go to eat....
My parents n my 2 other sis went to Thailand.....
No gud 1..

NVM i get to eat pizzahut leh... My small sis 1st time eat pizza....

n she is younger than me 5 years old.. n te last time i ate she is oni 3...

So she was really happy.....

She ate a lot n i ment a lot hahaha.....

Girls sumtimes can b so evil..

Today i felt vry "pe che"....
I felt like i really hate him so much...
Doing his shit face..
let ppl felt tat he is so shit....FUCK him!!!!!!!!!!
My frens oso vry worried about me n she got listen to wat i said..
She call me to calm down too.....
hahaha.....
Haizzz..... y i hate him leh???
Eventhough i m a girl....
I oso felt tat sum girls can b so jealous...
They can oso think of really crazy ideas to juz wan to hav something....
Sumtimes for luv too!!...
REALLY CREEPY....
Luckily i m not interested in luv any more....
HAHAHHA... swt

Frenzzzz

I m feeling really sad a suddenly.........
i felt i wanted to cry........I m thinking y m i crying for....
but still.....
Frenzz r the bes...
At my class i m always happy.......
not even a single day i m feeling sad...
If i m juz siting there really quiet..
my frenz will ask me r u ok,wat happend..... but actually nothing happened...
I m juz being quite tats all....
They will say not like me at class so quite...
Always joking at the class......making frenzz happy..
I like being happy wif my frenzz....
Sumtimes my frenzz will say tat i can b like a really caring sister sumtimes...
I make cute or funi faces n sound juz to let them b happy......
Sumtimes i even sang childish song...n they also will sing wif me...
like lu lala lu or i luv u,u luv me,we r happy famiy....n many more...
not only at class....
Some of my frenzz will sing twinkle twinkle little star for me tat describes me..
I luv my frenzz...n i want them to b happy all the time...
Eventhough i hav to embaressed myself sumtimes..
but it is wroth it......
Including all my frenzzz in the bus...
with all ages..
I m really happy wif frenzz...
n frenz with can even became families..
like may,kim,hui ci,grace,ke wei,wei kang,jia jing, liang jing jing,hui nee...n many more..
my life wont b great without them.....
They r m frenzzz ...forever........