holidayz at home!

hehe!
evryday at home~
to tell d truth~
i didnt study much~
but i was really hardworking on war game~
called stronghold crusader~
hehez~
but still at least i got do exercises n oso study for at least 2 hours a day ma~
but hav to b after d games~
bcoz d computer is calling to me~
i cant resist it....
trial exam n pmr is cuming~
if i continue to maintain my life like this~
i'm gonna b dead meat~
so GAMBATEH!!!!
oooo~
i remembered~
i hav to thank my 'ah ma'
bcoz she borrowed me a horror storybook~n evrynite b4 i slp~
i will read it 1st~
n imagine~
izit my imagination gone crzy or juz going wild?
n bcoz of tat~
she is helping me to improve my English's standards~
so~
THANK U ah ma!!!

wat did i do wrong?

after having d fight wif d person~
i didnt talk to her since,except about our duties n jobs~
i didnt even do or even think of anything afterthat~
but somehow one of my fren told me tat she heard other ppl said tat i did sumthing wrong actually~
she oso felt tat i was wrong also~
as she is telling me wat they said~
i was thinking on my mind~
did i really done wrong?
wat did i do?
i didnt even say or do anything after tat fight~
y r they saying tat i done wrong?
i was really confused~
my fren dont even wan to tell me wat is going on actually~
i oni noe tat they r saying me tat i m using my authority to force tat person in work~
n also really look down on tat person~
n i m not doing a really gud job on seperating between our jobs n our personal life~
they said tat~
i nvr thought of these kind of things b4~
m i oso didnt done tat during d fight~
mayb they r saying i m running away from her or sumthing~
yes~true~
n i hav to admit~
i did thinking of not giving her jobs to do~
coz~
i m running away from her~
i m afraid of her like a coward ~
i didnt noe wat to say~
coz i m afraid tat she will gone even madder~
or mayb even hate me more~
when i became d leader~
i was thinking~
ok~i hav to b really fair~
i cannot giv oni 1 person d jobs n let him or her overstress~
coz i noe tat i had tat kind of experiance before~
n i dont wish they will suffer like me~
i m really confused rite now~
i really wish they can juz tell e wat is going on~
n how cum said tat i had done wrong~
wish god can tell me~

haizz~fever..

omg~
my head is so dizzy~
but i still can type my blog..
hahax~
today i didnt go to skool~
kinda weird coz this is my 1st time i didnt go to skool this year~
juz slping all day~ so boring d~
n d things tat i can eat is juz bee hun~
i cant taste anything at all~
except d fishballs~luv them~
yummy^-^~
tats all for today~
my mom is nagging~
bb~

I dont wan to hav a fight wif u!!

ok~1st of all~
i juz had a fight wif sumone~
this is juz d 2nd time i fought wif sumone~
plus she is one of my team members n can say as in my godbros gal(i m d 1 who started this rumour 1st)hehez
jz 2 week she is in my team~
then she had a fight wif me ady~
i can swear god tat i didn't start d fight 1st~
i sms her(coz i m d leader of my group)
to stay bac in last satuday so tat we can clear of all our works then so that we can concentrate in our studies after then n prepare for PMR~
then she said tat she dont even noe whether got anybody fetch her bac after d meeting anot~
then i told her tat can try anot?bcoz if we can clear of all our works then after that we can really concentrate in our studies n prepare for PMR~
then after tat she juz scold me in a really harsh way~
but then i try to communicate wif her~
wat happened?
she got into a crazy o wildebeest attitude n scold me in a more ruder way!
(i can swear u tat u dont wan to noe & hav no idea wat she scold)
after tat i lost my patient then i scold her bac~
but then after tat~
i cool down~
then i m trying to communicate wif her again~
like y r u so frustrated?
then here cum d most awesome event~
she called me n scold me
(DONT SMS ME ADY A I TELL U!! I M REALLY PEK CHEK ADY A I TELL U!! STOP SMS ME I TELL U!!!)
then she closed d phone~
i was like fine~
forget it~
i wont bother u at all n wont even ask for ur help no matter how busy i m~
coz i had done most of d work in my team b4 until i m getting stress out~
n i m sure can do it again!!
i m really piss off but at d same time~
i felt sad~
coz i shouldn't hav a fight wif her not matter how rude she is~
coz i m d leader~
n i still hav to cooperate wif her for d another 11months~
OMG~
ps:d guy who i fought wif for d 1st time bcum my bestfren in the end~

HECO WON!!

actually d competition cum 1st oni until our skool concert
terbalik ady~wakakax~
we took part on a competition on d 27th n 28th of june~
then~
we won!!!
yes man~
of course got another 5 schools oso got d gold metal la~
but still really happy~
bcoz b4 d competition~
our coach said tat we oni can get either silver metal or even bronze metal oni~
wont win d gold metal eh~
bcoz we seriously sucks~
she said tat other skool ady work their ass off while we r still relaxing~
but at the end~
all d scolding we got from our coach~
n this is our result~
after all d skool had compete~
one of d judges came up to stage to say his speech~
he said all d skools weakness and even greatness~
we r no.2~
after d jit sin skool~
our heart was pumping like hell~
bcoz they r always better than us evrything~
pressure~
but then d judges let us noe a our weakness~
but it came out juz spoke a few weakness tat we had~
i think is 2-3 weakness~
then our greatness~
it is kinda unexpected~
then he say tat he wanted to praise sum skool~
as in better than d others teams is~
圣母国中 春风幻想曲~

日新国中（红） 难忘的泼水节~
北海钟灵国中 秦兵马俑~

n oso 恒毅中学 沙迪尔传奇~
us!
wakakx~

then d judge said tat we r 乐曲表现9队当中最到位~
hehez~
really happy~
coz finally we won~
of all our hard works had paid off~
this is us~

ps~
our conductor ~
got one of d most talented student conductor in d competition~
congrats~

our school concert~

yoyo~wassup again~
haiz damn long didnt update my blog ady~
so now i wan to let u all c d pic n happiness of our skool concert back stage~
(crazy eh dont noe got ppl is reading anot)
wakakax~
so it is like this~
this is seriously d last time form 5 &6 is gonna perform wif us ady~
haizz~~sob~~really wish they r not going~
coz they r d best!
tis is d pictures of them all~
but we all at least had a great time at backstage~
we took photos like crzy!
hahax~ n of course chat a lot la~
form5 & 6 seniors~
wish u all can cum bac n c us perform evryyear~
n wish u all d best n gambateh!!
this is d photo of my group(zhong hu~)
behind left start is yeong chee,derrick, n our group boss called shou xi~soo wee
he is also is our 2008/2009 HECO d chairman~
then nxt~lower left there is ke ling ,li nian n me~
me n d juniors~
haizz~ oldest in this pic~

me n miss wat~
kvin n yi jian~

me n shi jun~
again~

me n d juniors~
ok~
this is a tart~
real name is tian da~
dont look at his face tat luk steam steam or mcc~
he can b whole lot of fun d~n really funny~
me n our HECO d conductor~
panda chun~
he is really tall~
haizz~sad nia~i m so short~
i seriously wan to thank him a lot~
he always helped me no matter wat problem i had~

this is my bros~
bside me two ppl r same instruments wif me~
behind me 1 is gao hu d~
at tat nite~
it was d happiest day of all~
but we gals in HECO hav to put our hair behid our ears to perform~
haizz~
sob~
but at least we had a great time~
form 5 n form6 seniors~
wish u all all d best!!
gambateh~
u all r always HECO d members~
no matter where u all go~

my future or my present??

yoyo~

noe..

i m really confused..

i dont noe whether which way i should go....

two choices...

Chinese orchestra or my results??

i noe tat my result n my future is more important...

but i oso got a really big interest in music..

i got thought before tat i can learn violin..

but my mom dont let..

i noe tat my result r dropping indeed...

haizz...

lost again..

wat should i do??

i really want to improve in evrything...

but i cant...

i got a really bad habit

when i wanted to do sumthing..

but at last i didnt do it...

not even a single bit..

haizz...

hopefully tat i can change my bad habit n do d best i can...

wish me goodluck!