June summary

hey guys! time flies with just a blink of an eye! my gosh!!
it's the end of June already! can you believe it?
SO! June

went to an apartment stay with my besties!!! ^_^

the apartment was gorgeous and surprisingly.. fully equipped?  @_@

kitchen wares, utensils, laundry detergents, soap, shampoos, oven, stove, even the washing machine!

and the beds are extremely clean and soft! O_O

way better than the apartments we rent previously for other gatherings..=_=

but it's the same place! "sri sayang" =.=

and the scenery! uggghhh it's just....... totally breathtaking!! look at the pictures above!!

you have no idea! i couldn't snap more pictures with my lousy phone =3=

but you gotta believe me.. we're at the 12th floor.. 

i can still remember the scenery... it's just... perfect! TT___TT

ok!! we did some steamboat during our little stay there! another surprising news is.. 

our soup is unbelievably DELICIOUS!! LOLLLLLL 

extremely impressed.>_<

and played card games for the whole night @_@.. 

it sounds bored! but the game is actually challenging! 

and with the dumb brain of mine.. i am sure my friends had a good laugh X)

the next morning!!!

HAHA!!! went to the "Escape" =D 

we couldn't take any pictures to save our memories down.. =( 

but still we had fun! =)

the slides! =D this is called "Tuber Racer" 

it's fun to slide down from the top but it kills you to pull the tube up the hill!! =__=

and of course! "Monkey Business" =D

this is what people comes for, to challenge the height and obstacles! 

and!! ughhh.. my friends!! =3=.. speechless.......

when i was a beginner, i was terrified even when i was just at level 1

but my friends! as beginners! tried level 1, not terrified at all!!!! MY GOSH!

so we directly take down level 2

STILL! they were not terrified at all!! 

just felt that it's very torturing since the obstacles were draining our energy away

haih....i felt ashamed.. T_T 

after those fun and torturing adventures.. 

we had a little surprise for our MR ZH!!! XD

his family members was so cooperative!! 

hahahaah!! we were hiding inside his house while waiting for his return! =D

TAADAAAA!!! we succeeded! XD hahaha
again!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND!! =)

so i guess that's June? owh.. of course... school is reopened weeks ago.. semester 3!!!

have to work our butts off!! LAST SEMESTER!! IT'S NOW OR NEVER!!!!

last chance to redeem ourselves!!! PLEASE!!! >____________< 

this is just a random picture i saw....

JI HYO SO PWEEEETTTTYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

hahahahahaha.. 

P/S: 心里不知不觉的感到快乐又安慰，谢谢你六月！ =')

i am back!!!! =D

hello all!!!
hrmm.. i have to apologize for my overly sensitive and overly negative energy from my last post
but i'm officially back now!!!
and suddenly felt extremely great!!!!!
wow.. i never felt so great for a month or so i think?
felt so optimistic like my old self! =)
and i have a special friend to thank for...

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! 
LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH AH!!!! =D

and here is a very honest confession for my classmates
i don't know whether they will read this or not..
and i have to admit that i don't have the guts to say this face to face to them.. so here goes

classmates, i do love hanging out with you guys! i really do... coz you guys are the only ones who i meet everyday in school!! with the number of pupils in the class with a year and a half being together... we are a family right?? not all of you are my close friends.. and they say our friendship is just a short term friendships...true! coz we will never know what will happen in the future!! but even do so... i don't want my memories with you guys containing hatred or even the slightest unpleasant feeling for me to have towards you guys...here goes.. lately... i dislike you guys a lot!! i mean A LOT! i have no idea why... but maybe it's because i felt you guys in some ways are selfish? maybe? i don't know... not all of you.. i don't know how to explain this clearly.. but.. somehow the way you guys talk.. as if i owe you a million bucks in hokkien or as if i'm wasting your time when I'm talking to you?

all these negativity happens right after trial.. i am ok with it now.. but after trial, results and exam has become a very sensitive issue to me.. and the causes of all these were the look in the eyes.. not the words that had spoken...i could never forget those looks... never..

and to some classmate who knew me since form 1.... i am indeed not a great person... but i am still trying to change.. and trying to work out our friendship... that's why i need your honesty!! i need to know the truth.. if you hate me.. say it in front of me!!!! but after that... let's just be friends.. and we seriously will laughed about it in the future!! it's not easy! but i am willing to try!! life's too short!! seriously! who knows? *touch wood* if something happens to me... i don't wanna regret this =(

AND i wanna apologize.. my temper and behavior is not in a right place recently... i am very very sorry if i offended or even annoyed you..

saying all these doesn't mean that i am saying myself a very great person or even everything i do is correct..
and i am very very weak in explaining myself very well due to my lacking of language skills =_=
well that's it.. i have no idea what i'm doing now. and i don't know whether i am explaining correctly. so... forgive me! 

trial and relaxation

i think the hottest topic for us form sixers are about trial
so i'll just follow the trend..
after trial i was able to allow myself to have 3 days of relaxation
today is Sunday! so! hung out with my sister and her boyfriend and friends for breakfast at the heritage site~
FINALLY!!! first time going even though i am a penangite @_@

it's been a long time since i last cycled a bicycle! and it's just pure awesomeness!!!
it brings back the memories of my primary school life
how me and my peeps used to hang out cycling around our home are...
eat and drink whatever we want and of course more and more happy memories! ^_^

despite the hot sun shinning upon us and dangerous vehicles passing by... everything is just very enjoying
went to "the twelve cup"! finally as well! XDD not bad! =)

you see there is a girl and boy with sunglasses and a cap~ 

yup! it's them! >_< my sister and her honey =3=

i got one thing more thing to show off 

LOOKY LOOKY!!! XDDD 

we were so lucky!!! we saw two of the biggest stars in hong kong!!!!

they were acting at our dear Penang heritage site!!!

PENANG RULES!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

the stars seriously are so damn good looking!!! 

and acting is not easy at all.. 

for the first time i see them live repeating the scene so many times to make things perfect 

ah! so geng!!! >____< 

trial.. hrmm.. what to say about it?

results... is it everything? having good grades... does that make you happy? 

yes.. for a short while.. no doubt about it.. 100 % satisfaction !! 

how about this.. sharing the real feeling and thoughts with your friends.. 

but just because a different kind of interpretation and an unexpected results 

the whole world thinks that you are a fake... how does it feel?

each and everyone of your extremely close friends or even your family members.. 

told you not to care about those ppl.. as long as you have them.. these short period friendships doesn't mean anything in the future...

you know what? this sentence, it really is a script of life, even i said it so many many times to many many ppl having similar situations... and again! easily said than done

i don't know... you have no idea how people struggle to think to share or not to share the thoughts

and this is what happens... wo zhen de... dui ren lei.. wo zhen de lei le... zhe shi jie.. yi jing zai ci de rang wo jue de.... ren ah... wo ning ke dui na yi xie gou he mao ye bu yao dui ni men!

do you think that i am happy with my good grades? NO!!! I AM NOT! 

i promised myself to never shed a tear to those worthless people or situations 

but you guys made me broke a promise to myself!!! I HATE YOU GUYS!!! I HATE YOU!!!!

from today onwards... don't blame me from being cold hearted!!! COZ I HAD ENOUGH!!!!

exam?

WHAT'S UP AGAIN!!! =D
omg... it's been almost a year since my last update.
have to be totally honest.. i have forgotten about my blog!!! >_<
thanks to a friend of mine whom accidentally read my blog and showing off that he saw my blog during class..
how... indescribable? trololol
hrmm.. April is certainly a hectic month!!
We form 6 people have to pass up our Pengajian Am projects!!
it sound like not a big deal~  but trial is around the corner which! ah.. yes.. stress!!
and with such a short notice.. we have to present our slide shows within 2 days of preparation!
ah!! EPIC! i guess it's nothing to some of you out there...
but i have to say! EXTREMELY satisfied with my slide show with 4 hours of work! ^_^
would really love to share!! 'cause i really am proud!!
*BUT DON'T GET ME WRONG*
i wasn't trying to show off =3=

hrmm.. ok! intro time! since last year.. i've addicted to BIG BANG!
still love them! but now i love to watch variety shows as well! =D
korean variety show! RUNNING MAN!!!

here they are!! WHEE~~ <3 nbsp="">

everytime! every episode! it's impossible to not make the viewers laugh!

these guys and a girl will make you feel so much better if you are down in the dumps...

*BUT* beware!! not to get addicted!!! 

I WARNED YOU!!!! 

i love all of them! can't really pick a bias...

hrmm...but if i have to pick.. i think Gary? the one at the right with choco jacket

unexpectedly, he's a rapper from a rapper group called LEESSANG 

he is so blur!!!! and do the unexpected so so many times!! have to admit he's not as funny as the others~

but!! very caring to his 'Monday girlfriend' which is the only girl in the picture!

i guess this is why i like him! =D

other than variety show~ MAD OVER A KOREAN DRAMA!!!

* that winter the wind blows* 

i'll make it short!

the girl is blind! 

a very romantic story!

very realistic unlike the dramas from Taiwan

*no offense*

the girl is pretty and the boy is HOT! the end.. XDD 

so~ can have a look if you wanna. XDD

back to the main topic... trial is actually next week! starting from Tuesday

i have to admit! i am being very lazy and slacky! which is very wrong and unforgivable...

haiz.. STPM is on 20th of May.

after receiving my results for 1st semester.. i guess i am lucky?
BIO B
CHEMY B-
PA C+
MATH C
i did manage to pass every subject, but not be able to ace any of them.
disappointed? yes, a little
Satisfied? yes, a bit as well, consider i am the lucky ones
worried... =(

fighting form sixers!! =))

wow!

hey guys!! it's been 3 months! my gosh! sorry for not updating~
hrmm, can't consider that i'm busy.. but maybe lacking of time? 
yup! but of course! all of you'll know my form 6 life has started! 
it's been a bumpy road so far? =.=
how to put it this way.. most of my time is used up in tons of tuition hours? 
and yes... CRAZY OVER BIG BANG!!!!!! >_<
just love them!!!! =D 
here they are!! just some picture!
PS- just in case you don't know them.. XDDD

 the member i love the most is T.O.P!! the other 3 fo=D why if you ask...

hrmm.. i don't know? he's cute in all ways???? =D look at the other 3 pictures!!! 

and he was chubby before he debuted!!! 

so maybe he just inspires me??? =D

crazy over them not a good thing for my future results!! 
but!! adding marks to my life entertainment-meter! =3=
anyways!! peeps from matrix has come back~~ so looking forward to hang out with them! =D
today is Sunday already! and midnight 1.45am O_O
yeah... weird thing is i always get my inspirations during midnight! 
dang....the heck with that.. =___=
SORRY FOR THE RANDOM UPDATES!! >___<
suddenly felt like making a video log is easier than typing out words... 
it could be more interesting?? =D
signing off for now! time to hit the hay!! =D

BYE PEEPS!! ^_^

hey peeps! =)

three days ago... i heard a devastating news..

as everyone knows..one of our HECO members had passed away..

She was a junior of mine...

i am not gonna pretend i know her very well, 'cause i know, i don't know her at all.. 

just a junior i know named Wenlin.. with very long legs~ which is way taller than me.. ><

but once you are my junior.. you are always like my little sisters or brothers.. or even take as my own child.. =)  (eventhough it sounds like i accept the fake of getting old for being an adult) =.=

guys.. it's just a moment of time to wash away the sad, the pain and the  sorrow in our heart...

don't cry anymore no matter what.. 

from what i believe. ( you may feel silly =3=)

don't shed a tear is the best last wish you can do for her...

'cause i do believe... crying will just make it more difficult for the them to leave us to start a new born life~

so.. don't cry anymore, when you miss her.. or viewing the pictures of you and her..

as everyone will say the same things~ those who leaves us don't want us to cry...

they just want us to smile in face, also happy in the heart mind and soul.. forever~ =)
this i strongly agree~ and i believe it! 

so!

                                                                           振作！！！

                                                          smile for the ones you adore! =)

omg! orientation day!

HEY PEEPS! XD
so first post in May~
hrmm... have to tell you guys i just went to the orientation for my school form 6
wow.. now only i knew, my school do offer the subjects that i never knew they have..
for example..

THE MOST COMMON ONE..
science stream student compulsory have to take
~ MUET
~Pengajian AM
~Math - T 
~Chemy
~ Phy / Bio


Something new i only found out today...


Art stream i forgotten about the compulsory one..
but except for the other 3 subjects.. and MUET
there are various of choices they offer..

~Chinese
~Malay
~Accounts
~Something about Business.. i don't know what it suppose to be called in english.. @_@
~Arts
~ Math-M( something included managing thingy eh math) LOL!


hrmm kinda interesting... =D
but this is just a very simple ideal of form 6 subjects offered in Heng Ee only la..PAISEH! ><

the whole orientation really makes me pumped up, somehow i do have that motivation to make THE real difference in my life.. hope this motivation will last long la.. =3=. but after this orientation day.. two words will fit me perfectly! "I'M SCREWED!" =_=
my form 6 life is about to start.. so won't be showing you guys a picture of me having short hair 1st! coz i haven't cut! XD

and at last to some very special friend..


hey! i just wish i hope you know that i am still here! even though i am not one of your bestfriends or whatsoever la... but if i don't wanna give up on you! you don't give up on me k? i got your back, you got my back ok? i won't leave you alone ok? this is a promise i have made to myself!! like you said! 
let's fight for our own future! =) jia you! =D

ps.. somehow i really love this picture very much! XD

another special friend..


wei ah! aiyor! jia you la yu! >< together jia you!!! jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  same class with you leh! hahahahaahah =D happy calss mates la! =D

and last one.. YOU! you are my dear junior once i taught before~ i'm not very close to you.. but as ex senior of you.. i'm sure you can hear and felt everyone's prayer~ =) jia you ah! i will also pray for you!  

*eventhough i felt a lot of people like to post on facebook and to show whatever they are la or attention seekers for scoring LIKES LA* == P