random

a lot of people post their status on facebook as usual

but this few days

most of them had describe what i wish to say

what i wanna say

this is what i wanna say

my dear friends,

this few weeks is exam week

i know you guys are busy studying and all

i can tell myself that everyone is working hard

don't think too much

but as time flows

i can really felt that you guys don't really wanna talk much anymore with me

you may say waliao hui sing thinking too much already la

maybe

or maybe is it i'm the one don't wanna talk much?

but actually i can feel that i tried to talk with you guys

but you guys doesn't seem bother

i can lie to myself that maybe she or he didn't heard me well

ok fine~ talk next time

but how long can i lie to myself like this?

ok, XX and XX i really wanna know

what happened to us??? 

you know the older post about the person ignoring me is actually you guys

i just wanna know what happened to us

i asked you are you ignoring me you said bo a,

and the conversation after that,you only replied me one or two words,

how do you expect me to believe that you aren't ignoring me? 

coz this is not us...

last time we can talk every crap we want but now i can hardly talk to you guys much

i really tried to start talking but somehow i knew that even i tried

you won't bother anymore

just tell me

what's the problem? is it me?? if i'm the problem tell me!

just tell me can you??

i asked you guys i changed liao hor??

but you guys say no a or don't know leh

what do you think i felt?

thinking too much you may say

maybe

i don't know

now i just felt like i wanna find a person to talk with 

i have to rethink should i say it a not

would it be fake if even i tell?

am i wearing a mask in front of my friends that maybe myself didn't even realize? 

i'm actually really confuse now

am i actually wearing a mask this pass few years? 

am i?? am i lying to myself and you guys for so many years already??

F*Cking shit!! i hate all this crap!!!!!!

morning! XD

hey peeps! this would be my first post to write in the morning
now is 6.01am, i'm about to go to school in another half an hour~ Xp
today is physic...and wish me luck!! X)
coz me and physic...never linked before and don't think i can even though i want to>
so...PHYSIC!!! please accept my love!
i know you are jealous because i said to BIOLOGY before
so you have a broken and imbalanced heart...T.T sorry to break your heart...
OMG!!>
but the main point i wanna say is..
sometimes, things that you just knew
just have to keep it in heart
there is no need to tell
so just sealed your mouth
be happy for it and just make some wishes~
just wish upon a star if you saw one..=)
bye guys!!! happy studying/ exam-ing~ =DD

21.9.2011

hey peeps!
i shouldn't update my during this time of the week coz trial is not over yet
but who cares!! XDD
tomorrow is bio and wish me a lot of luck!
but now i'm getting really emotional
these few days that feeling came back again
as in, a really good friend can be your friend for today and being a stranger to you the other day
for sure! i hate that feeling!
just because of this feeling bothered me for almost a week now
i can't even concentrate in my studies...T.T
i mean, if you guys do hate me or even just felt that i shouldn't do these or that
just tell it to me face
i am willing to change!
please don't just ignore me or avoiding me
even though i am that kind of a person who likes to avoid things
i mean, ignoring people or the person being ignored doesn't feel comfortable about this you know?
haiz..i really mean it, if i have done something wrong just tell me
seriously stop ignoring me
ps~ maybe i'm just being paranoid again
well~ this is me, thinking too much again and again all the time
please excuse my weird personalities =)
fa xie wan bi!

random~

hey peeps~ 

my last update said that i won't be updating my blog until my trial is over

i guess i lied~~~XDD

this post is going to be boring ~

so i guess please leave if you're already in boredom~

totally random~

i'm proud to tell you guys~

today is the first day i ride my car all by myself alone!

XDD

even though it's just a really short distance drive

but hey!! 

i survived!! i'm still alive!!!breathing here~~ 

breath in in out out~~ XDD

thanks to god right??

LOL..anyways~

goodluck with your trials guys!!

kick exam asses!!! ADD OIL!!

FIGHTING A~~~

by the way just to give you guys a heads up~

remember this when you're in a pek chek mode~

服出一点点的努力，获得一点点的成就感，就要记得笑喔！=)

ps~~ my chinese sucks~~ so >

sorry for the poor way to express what i wanna say.

take it easy guys !! bye bye~~ 

trial O.o

hey peeps!!
trial is coming up soon
so i think this is the last post before the trial
so, recently, tried to study
yes i did studied a little
but i suddenly felt that i can't really stay focus
but still i'll try my best
by the way
i seriously love the library!! XD
and thanks to a kid
suddenly thought a little bit more further to my future
normally everyone will have plan A and Plan B in their life especially after they graduate
which they wanna be, if plan A not working, here comes plan B
but for so long now, i'm lost
today, i suddenly had the new direction
so...plan A ZOOLOGIST!!
love animals~~ hate creepy crawlies.>
plan B..a psychologist
YES..its gonna be really tough
but someone special inspired me AKA the kid=0
thanks kid =)
you really are my inspiration for my plan B
thanks! =)

it's been a while

hey peeps!

it's been a while since i updated my blog

randomly saying

i do fell in love with the library!

haha!

finally starting kick my ass to work.yeah!

but of course..with some awesome study mates XD

here's the library I used to go right now~

DOMO! XD

this is us... like to use the word DUO LUO!! XDD

haha! i love COLORS~ BIO!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

intro!! library peeps!

Xin Ning!! ahah! i love her so much!!XD andQi Chen.. anew friend that i met in the library when i started to go to the library~

my godbrother! the best one! =D

haha..so late ga update this photos!

ok..next chapter

its been a while since i talk to you...

i felt like talking to you..

but i suddenly remembered

even you passed by right beside me

i didn't say a word HI to you

or even smile to you like i always do

it's weird indeed

really do looks like that i don't know you anymore

but you don't seem care

so...i guess that's it..

the end of the chapter.

piano♥

after AGM

i told myself that I wanted to learn how to play the piano

I'm learning by myself

but it doesn't seem enough

i wanna learn it from a private tutor

to respect the piano in a correct way

learn the beauty of the instrument

but it doesn't seem that i have the chance anymore

T.T

just words aren't the way to describe it

but i really just so love the sound, the tone, the music from the piano

that's why i always took Yiruma's song as an inspiration

for example : River flows in you, kiss the rain, moonlight and so so much more!

haiz..just love the pic anyway! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥